Shelf Life, Unstable:

Sheila Verkaik
Sheila Verkaik (she/they/he) is a fourth-year student of modern history and creative writing at SUNY Purchase. Their work is often inspired by their New York City upbringing, the world around them, and the past. Recently, Sheila has been taking an interest in her Dutch heritage and citizenship and has endeavored to start learning Dutch. Once he graduates, he hopes to continue his education in the Netherlands. You can find Sheila’s poetry in issue 14.1 of Gandy Dancer.
The sour stench which spills from the carton
wages war upon the nostrils
as its contents pour
into a clear and empty glass.
Pallid. Putrid. No good. Bad.
The kind of smell which
haunts your fridge for weeks on end.
This was once the stuff of Gods—
just a splash could create the whole universe: dot the sky with all its stars
It could nurture the infant in a single sip,
or velvetize your cracking skin.
It could cleanse the soul of all its imperfections,
make the coffee in your cup somewhat bearable to drink
but no more. Each strand, once soft as silk, turned to
waxy waves of
off-white rot, where the fat separates from water just as flesh
falls from bone
then floats up to the top, seafoamed, in great rubber chunks.
What a pity. What a shame.
A moment of silence for all the things it could have been,
or could have done,
never to calcify.
Dump the liquid down the drain,
what’s the use in it now?
Drown it with water
then cast away its casket with the waste
where it belongs.